Future-----------Past

Today- was a good day! I slept into about 10ish, actually i think my alarm woke me up at 9:50, after a while sleeping into 10:30-11AM gets old, so i woke up and watched some t.v., after that steven and I played 2 games of UNO but we both kinda forgot how to play so we both argued a little over the rules. Then my nonni (grandma) came over and we sewed. We worked on my Pajama pants.
*Quick question for EMily: Do you spell pajamas the same as i do?*
We almost got finished, The fabric is thin, but the plus side to that is I can say "I MADE THOSE!" and they are PINK! cool huh? it would be fun to put different patches on them and each patch could symbloize different things. Alright lets move on. Nonni came over around noon so we had about 2 1/2 hours to sew. (Preperations take a long time) and then i had to go to my TMJ appt. My splint broke, so today i got a new one, well its the same one just all fixed up. I did pretty well without it for a day, but it feels better to have it in. ( i think i will still have it in when i get my top braces. I would rather get both at the same time but what ever works best...) And to end the night off we went bowling with our neighbors ( we kinda had a family VS family challenge, they had a batter avg. but it was all fun) after bowling i played some games and just out of one game i got like 300 TICKETS!!!!!!!!! CHA CHING! lol :p That made my day. And on my other BIG AL's Card i had like 400 and sumthin tickets so in the end i had a total of 774 tocketrs to spend. I want to get a ipod nano ( i have a video_, not the newest one that just came out the one before it. the long and skinny one. It would be nice for running, or even a shuffle for that matter, they had that too. SO i want to save ALL my tickets. On the way home my dad stopped at Burgerville and got us ice cream. YUMMY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! For some reason this did not trun purple...wonder why? sorry about that.

-BACK IN TIME-(NEW YEARS<>

New Years EVE- For dinner on New Years EVE we called around places downtown and they were both packed...so they say. We normally go to Henrys Tavern (soooo good!) or P.F Changs . They are one block away from each other and that was the first time they were really packed so we ( our neighbors and I) went to Chili's. Our server looked like a combination of one of our old neighbors and his son. it was soooo weird. It was really embarssing: At the table our waiter comes over and (either he said something funny or one person of our group did) but we were laghing and i had somewhat heartburn building up in my chest and i started to laugh and i BURPED!!! The waiter thought i snorted, it was funny. It was weird too. OH yeah and then i went to my friends party, i has a good time. I hung out with Jenny, Kendall, Savannah ect. lots of other people. I ran in heels and did cartwheels down the street w/ Jenny. lol. ummmm playes Twister, Gutiar Hero, Watched the NEW YEARS EVE thing in NYC on T.V. um yeah. thats all.

(To the left is our christmas picture, Emily did i send one to you? If not i still can... I think?)
Christmas- WAS AWESOME! IT SNOWED IN BIGGGG FLAKES, but it did not stick sadly, so early christmas morning i went over to my neighbors house to srop off their gifts,(they had their family over) and they invited us in. I was surprised..."They were like come on in....(we were over there for a while) You're snowed in, the dad said and then he *laughed*" so we hung out there and then went home. Nonni was there and i don't remember much more. We had Christmas Dinner at our house and my Uncle Tim came over and Annie Grannie and Papa also (my aunt and uncle). It was nice.


Christmas EVE- Was okay, i was not the happiest camper. For dinner we went down to our neighbors house( this time it was a different neighbor) for dinner. We thought we would give it a chance and try it out. So we had a yummy lasagna lookin thing, but it was not called lasagna. It was goooood! Then i ran home and got my "Polar Express" book and then came back. (Brenda, the mom made us spanish hot choc. which is not my prefrence, but thats okay). When i was ready to read the book i read it to steven and Garin ( have i told you this all before? oh well) and they were not paying much attention, but i read it anyways for myself. : ) the parents were loud too. Then we turned on the movie and because no one was watching it with me Jody sat down with me and watched part of it. Then we went home and opened a couple of presents, ( like 2) and i guess i had a attitude that night, i was tired, and did not seem to appericiate the gifts.
SO i was upset, talked it out with my mom and then went to bed. <- that was a nutshell. lol.

Christmas DAY(Cont.)- WAS GREAT! I loved my presents, so did my brother. My dad got spoiled this year. lol. Every year there is always at least one person that you collect for without thinking over time and then it comes to christmas and BOOM! There it is.

What i got for Christmas:

Lava Lamp(Purple and Orange) Adidias Boots(Very comphy, i wear them a lot, its more like a shoe fit) $15 Itunes card Money from family SOCKS!!!!!!!!!!! I ♥ socks, espically warm ones $10 Blockbuster gift card $25 Target Gift Card Outfit: Vest, shirt, Jeans, Belt and Scarf My mom put the charms on my charm braclet HSM 2 DVD-YAYAYAYAYAYAY HSM 2 DS game Monkey ball DS game Nerf Case(blue like this color, sorta, but darker) It protects it more and i have a pink DS so not i call it cotton candy. get it? blue and pink! *I am running a blank in my mind, sorry....... Its late, its 11:17*
Coach Purse Hand Warmers(THANK THE LORD FOR THOSE, i can use them when i got to the bus early in the morning when its freezing like 46 degrees or lower. It only got down to about 37 degrees at the most though...but thats my guess, i am not a wether woman) Portable speackers that plug into my ipod, and they are not battery operated! SWSWEET!

Thats all i can think of for now. Ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm,
BOOK I RECOMEND TO EVERYONE!
Written By: Sean Cover
Title: The 7 Habits of Highly Effective Teens
I am almost done and after i am finished i want to read
Written By: Sean Cover
Title: The 8 Habits of Highly Effective people

What i like to do with those books is write side notes and underline then highlight a passage or quote that i like.

He is a very good author and explains stuff well. Last night or the night before i was reading passages to my mom and she said another cool job for college or like um, to study about is phycology. ( Can't spell ) i could be a childrens phycoloigest. I love to be with little kids, They are always fun and have a smile on their face, sometimes i wish i could be one again maybe just for a day.... Another job/career i like also as a hobby is writing poetry, maybe i should take some journalism classes, but the only thing is, is that i do not like writing reports... i am more of a expressive writer.

I am bored.

Oh darn, i thought of something earlier.... and it was good to. I was either going to make a point or state something..... GRRRRRRRR, what did i want to say.
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Well heres another thing,

I mentioned before on how i was not "feeling real" and these past few days i have been feeling great. I feel like i am me and i am here for a reason. This thing "Episode" what eva you want to call it does not happen every day. Just sparaticly every now and then. So am very pleased with that. I don't know how i am feeling better about it but i am!
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Beauty Tip: If you do not like getting your eyebrows waxed,Like me, ( i have done it once, its really not that bad) and you pluck them, put some lotion on them and then pluck them with a magnified mirror. I like the mag. mirror because you can see what your doing. i don't like it when i can't. lol.
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I think that wraps it up tonight.
Love ya'll
Amanda Panda

P.S
now i am mad, my brother took my ummm SD card out of my camera and put it in his video camera and then he gave it back to me and now i don't have any pictures on it. I AM P.O.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! now i don't even remember what pictures i had on my camera.......... i want to cuss but i try not to. It does not make me feel better at all. not even a split second. but sometimes i say it in my head... or very quietly if i am by myself.
-Well i guess part of it is okay now, i went onto his account because i remmebered he wantted to make a christmas slide show, and he had to use my camera tp put the pics. on his side and so now i got them from his side and i have some left, fortunatly.

Emily- i want to call you, I miss you tons. Are you in school? i would be bummed if you were because i am up right now...sorta, and weekends sometimes i am and someitmes i'm not.