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Holy smokes, i had no idea i had not written a blog in so long. Wow. I am guessing there will be a lot of stuff to catch up on...for those who read my blogs. lol.
At this moment there is not much to say.
I stayed home from school today just because i
had like a bad feeling thats hard to discribe. Well
One, i am getting sick. There is something going around.

Two:(This might be hard to understand, its an emotion that is almost un-explainable)

Last night i told my mom i was freaking out becaue sometimes i don't feel real. I don't understand how i can physically walk, see, hear and do all kinds of things. Like i went for a run last night and i decided to go a different way and as i was running i just wanted to cry, ( i did not) i pushed through and kept running. I don't get that way very often its just every now and then i do. So i cried last night talking to my mom about it and we both decided we wanted to find someone that can help me not feel that way when i do. And i need to be more happy with myself because i love to please others and do thigns for them. So i think for that matter and pleasing myself i want to start up piano again, i have not done it since the end of the last school year. I miss it.

A little earlier yesterdya i went to this place called Cyramics By You and i painted a piggy bank for my new baby cousin who is going to be one year old. It was fun. I realized ho much a life art. I enjoyed painting. I also life photography,dancing(even though thats not art i still like it), poetry and way way more. So mu Uncle he does these realy cool paintings ( he is a awesome artist) and what he does is he puts a dab of paint on a canvas ( wood like) and he takes like a paint chizel and spreads it arond. Then he mixes different colors in with all kinds of ways it so cool. he said normally when he starts he has not idea what he will come out with!

Ummm, lets see, what else. OH YEAH! THANKSGIVING.

THANKSGIVING was fun. i enjoyed all the yummy food. and what was even better the next day is that we got to have Turkey enchiladas. WOW those were yummy. It was weird not having my grandpa here with us. ( he passed away this year,) but we made the best of it and we had a good time it was just the 4 of us my grandma (nonni) and my uncle (tim). Food is good.

On the day after thanksgiving there are HUGE EARLY SALES everywhere, we did nto want to go to any sale. none of them had stuff we had to have. We went to fred myers and then picked up kendall. We had fun hanging out. and then later that night Danica came over, we have a lot of fun together. She is in 9th grade. ( i am in 10th). We were being silly, theres nothing to explain without pictures. well i could it just would not make sense.

I wrote another poem the other night. i titled it "The Secret of Life" once i type it i will add it on here. Someday i want to publish my own book of all my poems. Which would be like over 150 i am guessing.

Emily i looked on your blog and went to that freerice.com its fun i am still doing it right now only i am stuck on on... Here it is
Over Power:
Subdue
create
Decieve
Go Near
I asked my mom and she did not know, for one thing its not an obvious one. my guess is go near just becaue its the odd one out. let me go check..... I was WRONG it meant SUBDUE. i havedonated 180 grains of rice. Mom mentioned it would not be fun to be the person to count all thosee grains of rice.

A couple if weeks ago i went over to my papas house ( he's my uncle) and for the longest time he wanted me to watch a movie with him and i never had time so funally on day i did it. It was a good movie. I love him. hes funny. Annie grannie ( my aunt, his wife) got us burgerville for dinner I had a bacon cheese burger and i forgot to tell her i liked the Jr. size because its a decent size. Well i sure got my share of a burger it was HUGE!!!!!!! and then with that we had fries and she made us a milkshake. It was cool we got to eat dinner while watching T.V. ( they had tv dinner trays). I don't think i have ever ate that much in my life. I think this is good enough for now i am going to stop and get some lunch. YUMMY! bye!

Love Always,
Amanda
*Its 12:12 how weird. lol* Well that was a while ago somehow it got put down here and it is really right now, as i am typing 12:30 PM

Hope everyone has a good day! XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOxoxoxoxxoxoxoXOXOXOXo BYE!