Sunday, February 04, 2007

poem/slight past information

Here Is Where I Want You(Please Stay):
By:Amanda Elizabeth Howsley
Febuary 4th 2007

Please come back to me,
Please don't fly up away,
Here is where we want you,
Please stay.


Your past has caught up with you,
God is ready to let you in,
But i don't want to let you go,
Please stay.

Remember me as you rise,
because I never said good-bye,
You mean the world to me,
Please stay.

Maybe I can re-assure you,
That everything will be okay,
"Your going to get better"
I wish thats what they'll say.

Please come back to me,
Please don't fly up away,
here is where I want you,
Please Stay.


Dedicated to: My Grandpa



he has lung cancer and hes not doing very well right now... thats why my mom went to cali. and the last time i saw him was on thanksgiving and my mom told us that last night that it was probally the last night we would see him. Thats hard to hear and when we found out that he had lung cancer we started to cry and just hugged each other, imagine not having a mom or a dad. Wow. that would be very hard. my grandpas spouse also has cancer, i honestly don't get it. I love him very very much. My Auntie K.K passed away from emphysema, and my papa( not my dad he's my uncle, i call him papa) he has emphysema, My uncle Dick really did not have anything, just high blood pressure from eating so much candy and not taking good care of himself. He passed away peacefully in his sleep. Its just a very scary thought to lose someone. Well enough with my depressing story, i am going to go back and finish cleaning my room. I know its a shocker. lol.

Respectfully,
<3♥Amanda Elizabeth♥<3

2 comments:

limeywesty said...

Hi Amanda,
I know what it's like to lose a relative... as do you, i know... but, I will always be here if you need a shoulder to cry on, becuase that's the best thing I can offer at a time like this...
Lots of Love, Emily xoxoxo

Mandy said...

I liked how i signed off like this Respectfully,
<3♥Amanda Elizabeth♥<3

i love you emily, the only annoying thing about you living far away is the time diff. but then again i would speak to you any time of the day