Ok-ish Day~

Well my day has gone Ok-Ish, i have been in a somewhat BAd mood, like before school(in the mornings when getting ready) and someitmes at random i'll be fusterated. like in science teacher. (Mrs.Farnsworth) shes crazy!!!!!!! here are some of the things on how class goes;.......
1-If anything is written in pen its a ZERO 2-only use pencil and colored pencil 3- does not explain directions well 4-IS MEAN~ yeah , i have science 1st per. and when i am in a bad mood science is not a fun way to start the day. :(
Cheer Practice- Practice wasn't that bad tonight. We Jumped,Stunted,Danced, typical stuff. Its all good. : )
I am missing my M&M's sooooooooo much tonight. its weird. sometimes i will just have my moments. when i am like i just really need them here with me. It takes a lot more than words to discribe what their family means to me. Everyday i think about them, i remember to a special moment and play it over in my head again like it was happening now. (I wish)
I have been like listening to my ipod soooooo much. i don't know why i am just like in this music crave. i don't know what else to call it.
School- Tomarrow is a 2 hour late start. yesss, that rocks. so school starts at 9:30 it origingally starts at 7:30 that is crazy early.
Classes-
1-Science 2-Adv.Tech 3-Litature 4-Math(i swear he reminds me so much of morgan and maddys dad, he even loks like him, its kinda cool and weird in the same way,) 5-Choir 6-ASL

Yup thats my schedule. i eat lunch around 10:35-11:05 I have 1st lunch. High School is pretty cool..... i guess.lol.
Our Girl Scout Troop is going camping this weekend. Some-where by Mt.Hood i think its called road-ah-den-dron i can't spell it. :p lol, yeah, its always fun camping with the troop. we have so much fun. Many people quit by HS. but i am proud to say i am a Girl Scout. i have been in it for 8 years. since I was in 2nd grade.
hmmm, what else to add....*gosh I don't know*
I wish our neighborhood was still the same as it was 4 years ago. we all knew each other so well( we kinda do now) But so many people have moved and everything has changed. ( I am NOT a persone who likes CHANGE) i miss the old bench under the trees, Our old neighbors, and when you would come home from school you could look foward to seeing little kids that adore you. like one time i was comming home form school and Morgana and Maddy ran up to me and gave me a BIG hug. awww, those were the good old days. yepp, I am not complaining with my life now, i am just putting out there that everything is different.

Well gotta go, I have to watch the Season Primere of Gilmore Girls!!!!!!!!
-Mucho Loves,
Amanda

Sheryl Corw and John Mayer Concert

I AM SOOOOOOOO EXCITED! Kendall, My mom and I are going to the Sheryl Crow concert, and John Mayer is there too. Its going to be so awesome. Kendall slept over last night, we had fun. we made an interpative dance to Hercules. lol, then danced some more. ummmmmmm got the mail, Ate dinner, Checked on the neighbors kitty, Danced again, went to her house to pick up her stuff, Went to Hollywood Video and we got " Just my Luck" we wanted "Stick It" sooo yeah- and they were out and we went to go pay... and this guy who was also paying said do u have any "stick it" left and the guy who works there was like "Yeah, we do" truth is(well kendall and I figured this out in the car) it was JUST OUR LUCK that "Stick It was out" and its JUST OUR LUCK the other guy got the video and we got the movie, "Just My Luck" it was cute. um,

today i really don't know what i am going to do, Lauren left yesterday for college:( but it was all good because i got to talk to her on IM last night, :) i am watching her kitty while their gone. She has the most *ADORABLE KITTY* ever.
Luvs,
Amanda

-I wanna see the Dixie Chicks in Concert.

(Bui bye)
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Today Jerry Passed away, Yeah i guess he passed this morning. Its so sad. If this is Jordan or anyone else who knows jerry i am sorry for his pass. I miss him 2, i love you all and i hope you can all stay strong!
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Um, today i hung out with savannah, and then came home. After that it was really nice outside so i went over to carlys to fill up water baloons. then Riley and Joe came out and rileys friend courtney and we played football, 500(u know where you toss the ball and yell Ex: "JACKPOT-ALIVE" or you can say dead... yeah i'm sure u know the game.") Then we went inside(Jim and Carlas house, Riley's and joe's parents) and had some cake, and played more. Cheer'ed, Danced, Played Board Games, ummm thats it. They were having a baby shower for someone and i saw Mr.Little(School principle) and Mrs.Botnen(The head cheer coach and my advisory teacher) yup yup yup. It was fun. Its 11:11 now, how weird. Cool huh? I had a great time. I was over there for like hours. we all had fun!!!
okay gooooooooooood NIGHT!!!! it is now 11:17
bui bye(again)

I miss Morgan and Maddy. They are so cool! i luv you girls!

sad day- we can only hope for the best.

So about 2 days ago i found out my cousins Grandpa-Jerry, is not doing ver well. he is sick. He has Stomach Cancer and by the time they found it it was to late and he also has alz timers.(can't spell) so yeah. And yesterday i found out that hes not strong enough to live. so now were all waiting. I feel so bad for Maxine(his wife), Uncle Rick(Jerrys son) , and jordan (jerrys grandson), and cassie and Auntie Ven and Uncle Walt. Honestly i only met him a few times and i am not related to him, but still. Family and friends are all the same. Its hard for my cousin because He lost his mom(my auntie) and its so hard to explaing the feeling in words n a blog. Cause i know who's ever reading this probally does not understand how i process it in my mind. I miss my Auntie K.

I wrote this for Jerry:

If only you knew what it feels like. To have a secret you can't tell. You have a life filled with joy until now. its hard to imagine how many years life can overcome. With love and compasion you have friends all above.A prayer each night can only give us visual sight,
A intake on what its likfe after we rise to the clouds. Why now? Why you? At this time love can only be spread by a prayer that sends a letter to the heart. We can only wish for the best.

Dear Lord,
I pray that everyone who is with you to be safe.
To give people a second chance in life.
I pray that our hidden secrets will be revealed,
To all be taken seriously.
Give those who rise a second perspective of life.
I pray that you teach people to have no regrets,
They were not the cause.
The effect was so sudden.
There are things in life we can not understand,
And thats why we come to you.
In you name we praise.
Amen.

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Tonight we(My mom, Kiki, Lauren and Nadine,) are going out to dinner cause lauren is leaving this friday. aww i am gonna miss her. I love her so much. Were going to McMinimums. something like that. it will be fun, so i have to go straight from tumbling to there. YIKES- my hair will be yucky. :( well thats okay. i'll live. Well gotta go, BYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-Amanda Panda Mandy Moo-

9-16-06( I have no idea what else to title this so yeah,)

well it finally started raining about Thursday. We have not had rain for a long time so it was pouring really hard and then Hail.... Even some Thunder & Lightning. I am scared of it. its still going on today(Saturday)....but only the rain. there are dark clouds, a slight drizzle, and yeah- i find it depressing weather. I might as well get used to it I do live in a state that rains all the time.
I was so excited the other dya i came home from school and thought well- i will Give calling M&M one more time.(Someting was wrong with their mechine) and they answered! I was happy. I sure miss them. I wish we had weather like they have in Texas. Its so nice.
Last night i watched Mattea for about 9 hours. I think from about 5-1:30 ish Kiki was in Vegas and he plane got delayed...so thats why i was there till 1:30 and Mattea fell asleep about 10:30ih-11 so i decided i would go to sleep too. Only i was not comfortable in the chair i was in so i slept on the couch and around 12ish she woke up wandering where her mom was. so i let her sleep with me. I was really tired because its hard waking up at 6 every morning so i was tired at about 8. and when kiki came home i was asleep (mattea fell asleep on my arm.) so when she knocked on the door i sat up and was like whos at the door this late...and as i was walking to the door my eyes were like barly open. So i went home, went to bed and sorta slept in until 8:40. I guess thats considering sleeping in for me now.Yeah- thats the story about last week,

I am so so so so SO happy its the weekend. YAY!!!!!!! soooo yeah. BYE!!!!

today will forever be remembered!!!!

We all know that today is the 5th year in rememberance of 9/11 attack. Millions of people around the U.S were effected in all kindas of ways. I know i was and heres my story:
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In my last blog i told you about my Auntie Yolie and that shes a flight attendant and she lives in hawaii,,,, so yeah this is about her. Her flight pattern (i'm guessing... i don't really know for sure) is from Hawaii, To Boston, To New York ( she goes all over.... this is just what i think the pattern was) and she was going to be on that plane that crashed into the Twin Towers but at Last Minute the night before they had her switch to a different flight. She lost a lot of her friends. I am very greatful that she is still here and its amazing that she got a change at last minute. But why? how come all the other people wern't safe. It makes no sense. Well thats my story.

I honestly think we should have this day off as a holiday.None of us really know what happend that day except for one. This guy documented a film about 9/11 he had a camera with light and was able to get footage and follow the firefighters around. it was on ABC and was a special and i was in tears. its crazy. You know what i never really realized that so many people and families lost each other. Not just the firemen, but the thousands of people that were in both of the towers and the plane and all the families that never found out or were able to have a funeral for their loved ones.
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I'm sick. I stayed home from school today. I have a stuffy nose and yeah- i am just a little out of it. Being sick is not fun. theres not much to do either. For this year at school i am taking classes:
1-Science
2-Technology
3-English 9
4-Math
5-Choir
6-ASL(American SIgn Language) its really cool. the only reason i am not doing spanish is because in 7th grade we had a option if we took Spanish for 7th and 8th grade we would get 1 credit in foregin language. but i decided i did not want to do spanish so i took art and choir(7th) and choir and Drama(8th) and ASL is really cool. I recomend it to any one who has the option to take it.
hmmmm, what else is there to talk about...gosh, i can't think about anything else.
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Yesterday or waityesterday was sunday it was saturday!(2days ago) we had a party and a neighborhood clean up thing. so after we had a BBQ and everyone was hangin ous. Jess came over to laurens that night and Lauren, Jess and myself were just hangin out with anthony. We went to his backyard and we decided to teach jessica how to do a cartwheel. NAd she was SO CLOSE. we had fun. then later lauren and anthony left so it was just Jess and I so i kept teaching her and telling her different ways and she almost had it. it was cool. She taught me how to do a back-bend so now its my turn to teach her. Yup we had fun. that night was when i started to get sick. Yeah..........it sucks!
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okay so i decided i want to put some random pictures so here they are.......................


So yeah thats Steven and I for yah- That was at the Portland Brew Pub only its owned by a different company now. its like pyrmids. i don't know...... we had fun. i think it was my moms birthday!

This is Chesse, He is this really funny character on Fosters Home For Imaginary Friends.

I want to be him for halloween! lol, i don't know how i am ging to pull it off but somehow i will. :)

Okay for the I pooted video heres the link becasue i can't get it to put it on here so yeah it is..............................

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cjmtvbylye&mode=related&search=fosters%20home%20Imaginary%20friends%20cheese%20bloo%20mac

Yesterday and Today

<-- Me at my birthday dinner at the Olive Garden. Yummy. I love their Bread Sticks!! i like this picture its very funny.... Heyy yall' School: Well i have survived the 1st week of school and waking up at 6 is not that bad. High School is pretty FUN! and again i have Science 1st per. but i have it with Kendall so thats worth it. Now: Ewww- i see a Bee on the window(outside) its just sitting there. YUCKIE!!!!! o wait hes gone. lol. sorry it was something random i just saw so i felt like mentioning it. Yeah today i slept in it felt very nice!!! i slept in to about 9:30 normally i cna sleep in till 10-10:30ish but i heard my brother so i woke up. Its sooooooooooo annoying i keep trying to call Morgan and Maddy and when i call this recording says " SORRY YOU CAN NOT LEAVE A MESSAGE!!!" and then dis-connects. SUCKS huh? its been weeks since i have talked to them. :( i wish i was with them,Jessica is comming and staying for the weekend. Yeah- so that will be fun. It was like a week or 2 before school started and i forgot to mention that Auntie Yolie got to spensd a day with us. She lives in hawaii....and she is a flight attendant for continental.(i flew that to texas-Good airline) and yeah it was wonderful to see her. we see her pretty much when we go to hawaii. we went to Tommy O's for dinner. YUMMY Hawaiian food....even though she lives in hawaii we still took here there and she liked it. :) I LOVE YOU AUNTIE YOLIE AND UNCLE DON. oh yeah- GO BLAZERS.(hes a Laker fan) Last night: We(Family) watched a funny,sad,chick-flick movie. it was made in 2005. It is called " Family Stone" its with Sarah Jessica Parker, Luke Wilson, ummm i can't remember any more. it made me cry. take my word for it and go rent it or buy it. Its predictible but good. Dad kept giving away what was going to happen because he was not into the movie and it was funny. : ) Mom made her YUMMYYYYYYYYYY Enchiladias.(Is tht how you spell it?) they are the BEST!!!!! i could eat so many of them but i decided to stop because i know i would have gotten a tummy ache if i ate to much i think i at at least 1. so yeahhhh thats pretty much yesterday. it was Friday and woot. its the weekend. well i think thats all really.....so bye bye Have a wonderful day! Luvs, _Amanda_ Pictures................... This is my dog sadie. How cute is she. This was on the drive up to ummm Bend i think. We just got her last year we have had her for 2 years. Shes is sooo adorable!Okayyy, well this is Steven and I in the car being very very bored. and goofy. we like to do that when theres not much to do!i wonder why its typing blue. i did nto set it too. o well. bye!

See oh yeah were cool.--------------------->