Tumbling=I have my backHandspring but....

OKay so now i have my Back Handspring this pretty well. but guess what, when i do my back Handsprings with Coach Jen i like bring my right leg up as if i was doing a LIB.(Liberty) on my opposite side. And i like try to focous on it as hard as i can but its like weird. i can't get it to be straight. GRrrrr, its annoying. And she Laughs when i do it because i have been doing it for a while and yeah.... You get the story right? I really don't know why i don't have a standing alone- i SHOULD! i am just gonna push myself until i can do it and then take it to the next level by doing a round-off Back Handspring then a Roud off Backhand tuck then( if i ever get that good) a round off Backhand Tuck Layout- then there becomes a Full, Doubble twist, Like somehting called an arabian. its really cool, and hard! it takes a lot of DERTIMATION~COURAGE-BELIEVE IN YOURSELF--TURST -TO BE FIT(eat good and exersize right! ;p) but for me i am sure not the best at eating right...but i do like to do like cardio stuff(Aerobics is fun) Cheer, Dance all kinda of stuff. okay well thats my short story for the night. GOOD NIGHT! *Hugs*

Luvs,
Amanda 10:57


P.S
Really random quote idea thing:

If i could ever change my name it would be.........................

*Kristen*Elise*Cougar*

do you like???yeah i'm talkin to YOU! lol, later. goodnight.

just me and my life sayin hi!

UP there^ is me faking a smile that i was happy and excited when i was liek AHHH *MY head was gonna blow off my head* too many emotions!*
Yesterday~
SO yesterday i went to my grandmas(nonnis) and went to the Kite Festival! Its this really awesome thing. People fly their own kites for like a whole week. there are so many varities.! i got some italian charms for my braclet one says luv my beagle, a carebear and um a sand dollar to remind me of the beach. I luv my grandmas house, its like 1 or 2 miles from the beach. cool huh? and its only like 2 hours away, 2 1/2 if you go the long pretty way! the short way you cross over thie BIG BIG HUGE! bridge thats really scary but cool at the same time. i'm just blabbing- sorry!
Today~
Today before we left i was looking at some pictures there was some before i left to texas well it was the day i left and i was hugging my mom good-bye crying and omg my heart just sank whith emotion, i am so LUCKY to be able and go places, have a life, a home, friends, i am LUCKY to have go and see Morgan and Maddy, I was thinking about them today. i have not talked to them in a while. normally i call them once a week and 2 weeks is the MAX limit. its way to long.....Life is amazing. Honestly i have to re think that i am real or like shake myself out of this feeling. i feel like i'm not real and were like a myth and its weird. here are the pictures.

What i want to do in life and become:
Photographer
Poet
Publish a book of all my writings
Turn my writings into songs
Singer
go to college
finish college
Coach Cheer
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If any of my friends/Family are reading this now i just want to THANK YOU for being in my life. You are all wonderful people and i am glad you understand this side of me that is not always shown. i am very kept quiet about my writings i don't share a lot with all, it depends. I could not have become who i am without you all. we learn from each other and become a post of each other to rely(rest on) on. Well its getting kinda late. GOOD NIGHT! (time:10:27)
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TUmbling was really good tonight- i got a alot better at my round-off Back-Handspring! this new girl tynia has been helping with tumbling and she reminds me so much of my cousin cassie its wierd in a good way. She was at Cheer Camp too. Cheer camp was fun(all VCA teams even minis)- only i had more fun last year this camp was only VCA last year it was VCA(jr. and Sr. teams) provided by Pac West so yeah- i have no idea why i don't have a standing back handspring by myself yet.... kinda stupid really. Coach Jen said tonight when i was doing my back handsprings with her i was lifting my right leg up like i was diong a LIBERTY in the air while doing a back handspring,,,, make sense? no? yes? well thats okay! my mommy watched tonight yay!
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Me crying~ aww i am gonna miss my mommy~ but i had a great time once i was there!!

Me crying before i left~

When i was in TEXAS! i miss them all tons! see no worries at all. they take away everything that i am scared,sad, or having a bad day about. just hearing their voice is calming! if your(Mark,Jeanene,Morgan and Maddy) reading this... I LOVE YOU!xoxo kisses xoxo
What Cuties!

< Just the girls being very funny, ya gotta love them!


well i think i am gonna go to bed NOW! for sure this time,,,its 10:48

I love you all,
GOODNIGHT!
Love always,
Amanda panda

Days are going by so fast now that my birthday is past....like after my birthday *POOF* Schools here!!! oh what joy. I am oging into 9th grade this year. Its gona be awesome. okay like tomarrow is monday but i could swear today feels like a tuesday. i don't know.... i'm just tired right now. Kendall and I had a double sleepover. it was fun, hmm what else have i don like in the last week, also just being bored at home and doing nothing which is always doing something and i find it kind of fun every now and then. The family drove to Medford(like 5 hours away) and then we went all over. we went to JAcksonville(10 min away from medford), to Brookings, Coos Bay, Euygene, and Home, i swear we drove like a totla 15 hours. thats a lot!!!!! We went camping on the Oregon Coast and it was so pretty. A lot cleaner than washingtons beaches. lol, and leaving there we drove through the red woods (BIG BIG BIG TREES!!!!) and drove through california.... well thats all for tonight. Hered a random quote i thought of....or made upilike just now.
" Our world is amazing, Life Is priceless. How did we ever start to become? The thousands of beliefs, to our life we over come. Challenges starve for defeat unlike the Bells that ring for Freedom."

~Good night~
-luvs,
Amanda