still here... i was never gone!

You act like I’m no even here, As if I was gone. Sure you will take a glance at me and tell me what to do. But I will never listen because of what you have done. You broke a hole in our friendship for someone else and forgotten about me. I speak from my heart trying to tell this to you. What has happened to us? Our good-time grow apart. You treat me like I am nothing...like you you know everything and you don’t. I should just let it go and not even bother but how can I when I feel like this more than 2times a week listening to you not caring about anyone but yourself. I don’t feel like I can go on with you as a friend. Please listen to me and do not tell me what to do. I respect you comments and will take your criticism. Only after you tell me straight to my face repeating that your right and I’m wrong. Its not all true. Nobody’s perfect. It hurts my feelings to know that I can not trust you and you would trade me or anyone else. A word of advice to tell you would be when your correcting someone about something tell them in a nice manner and not be rude. When things happen like this I don’t know what to do. Maybe I’m just not enough to be your friend. If you could understand this from my perspective and be me for those two days you would feel my pain. Not only in those two days but more. It is time for you to take a step back and let others do their job and you do yours. How long will this go on? You never pay attention to me, You’ll just leave my alone to go with someone else who knows you less than me. I try to deal with my feelings but every now and then I need a good cry. There is no need to respond to what I hurt...this is only for you to understand what it feels like as me. I may not say much but I always am aware of others. I don’t care what you say after reading this. Just know I am still here and that from now on anything you say will not effect me. This does not mean our friendship is over only it posibaly could be. I can’t stay mad at you forever but I will always be true to my hearts and soul. That is it for now until there comes another time. Carry on how you were and consider this message inside your heart and mind because I won’t take it any more.
From,
.............Amanda..........

I wrote this for some one but i will not mention you name and if your wondering if its you its probally not. you will get the idea if its YOU thats reading it!!!